Work and 38 Weeks

I am trying so hard not to call it quits at work before Connor gets here, but it is getting really hard. I get 12 weeks off for his birth and I want that to start when he arrives and not two weeks before. I want as much time as I can get with him. So, I have to keep telling myself that every morning when I have to get up and go to work. I just feel like I can't concentrate and I am short with people because I am not sleeping well. I have just finally lost that drive. And that drives me crazy.

However, after starting this post this morning I had a doctors visit today that gave me a little hope. I am 38 weeks tomorrow and I am already dilated 2cm and have thinned 75%. WHICH MEANS... I am making progress and all of the contractions I have been having off and on are actually doing something for me. The doc felt that given that progress he would probably come on his own before my due date and we won't have to induce. I am so thankful of that. AND given that I am already dilated gives me a little peace of mind that I won't have to have c-section. So, now it is just a waiting game. My prediction is that I will make it through this weekend and most of next week, but for some reason feel like it might happen late next week or weekend. I don't know why I feel like that, but I just do. I think I have one more appointment in me next Tuesday.

We will see..... STAY TUNED !!!